Honestly, the only thing I wanted was your time, But seeing how pathetic you are I want nothing from you. I hate the fact that you always have made up some lame excuse about why you can't see me. When I just found out a few years ago you literally live less then five minutes away from me! What the heck is up with that!? If I absolutely wanted to I could come see you, but I am your child I should not have to be the one to make all the effort to have you in my life. You say you'll always come see me. But oh that's right your married again. To a chick who hates me because I tried to contact you to have you in my life again. And She had enough balls to say to me "if you want money from your father you can forget about trying to talk to him" and you had nothing to say to that. You really have a backbone now don't ya? Can't even tell a 5' women not to speak to your kid like that. But what do you care? You only started to care when I called her a b*tch and told her where to go and how to get there. Because I wasn't going to listen to some random chick telling me what to do. But what i love is she has two kids that aren't yours, and you parent them like their yours. You have four other kids not including me. Why don't you man up for once in your life and take care of us. Oh that's right, you don't know what its like to actually take on a responsibility. You're still a child, you will never grow up!!
"You take care of yourself" ah, excuse me, I have been for years now. I do not need you to attempt to make Me feel as if you care. I was AWLWAYS hopping for more out of you when I was younger. But after that blow up we had. I realized that I'll never have a father. You are honestly nothing more then a waste of space. I may have said what I needed to get my point across, But I still will not be able to let go of pain you've caused me. Along with all the resentment I have for you.
Some people you can forgive, But you are one person who I will never be able to forgive.
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